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Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Sigh.

I guess this is what people call Homesick, huh.

Really no mood to do anything. Doesn't feel like there is anything to look forward to, although I know there is. Linger till the dawn of day just because you want to actually want to feel dead tired to actually hit bed. If not, thoughts will wander around and make you will feel broken down.

Simplest of things suddenly becoming so significant. Things like having a simple lunch with friends becomes something to spur on. Talking to family members seem so soothing. Even a movie about a lonely wrestler makes your eyes teary. Emotional music well, makes you especially emo.

You start refreshing Facebook home page every 5 minutes, waiting for something interesting to see, or to comment about. You wander around the same site for hours, reading the materials again and again. You don't seem to have the appetite for food, even the meal you usually enjoy takes you almost 2 meals to finish it.

Suddenly everything looks like a chore. And you've suddenly become so chatty on MSN. Just because you want company, company which can take you away from this shroud of loneliness. And you wonder, what can make this feeling just, go away?

Argh! Roommate, please come back! Friends, lets have a closer bonding!

Whoever said humans does not need friends is a big fat liar.

2 comments:

myst said...

hahaha zhou misses wei lun...so sweet...

Jinzhou Yeow said...

aiyo...i kenot tahan alone. =.=