Bitter and disappointed

I will sleep with a bitter and a disappointed heart today.

Knowing that some people gain things that they don't deserve at all.

Knowing that life really hits you hard with the "so near yet so far" principle.

Knowing that sometimes, even with the best enthusiastic attitude, people will not appreciate it even one bit.

Knowing that that happy person could be you right now. Or could it ever be?

Oh God, help me dwell in your presence. Only You will never disappoint.

p/s: Another good representation of this scenario is in a football tournament. The younger team got to start and win the games up until the finals when the manager decided to let the senior team play the finals instead. The younger team earned it but the senior team gets to play the final. Sucks isn't it?