Done.

Finally oh praise Jesus I handed in my completed Final Year Report, which practically means my Final Year Project is officially OVER!!
Can't believe its almost 1 semester already (probably hearing the same thing from countless number of people), I still remembered the panic attack I had the first night I came back to Melbourne, clueless about my project and practically started from 0%.
I would like to thank God that I can finish this. Without Him, it is impossible. Would like to thank the many prayers that had been made for this project. Thanks.
Supervisor still wants us to do some verification experiments but they can wait...for the moment. Haha. And the favor from our supervisor is seriously God given. From a semester of anxiety and nervousness of what the supervisor will do to us or ask us to do. He has become this encouraging, helpful and full-of-praise person. Only God can bestow such favor. =)
Next Friday is my first paper. Control Systems, which I have no idea what's happening, even till now. Will start doing the tutorials tomorrow afternoon with classmates. The last exams of my life (hopefully), I shall finish this race with a bang! Haha.
Anyways, what would I do in the future is still always at the back of my mind, I think most probably I will return home. It just feels right that way. Can't really explain but yea.
Didn't sleep the whole night last night, doing the final touches on the report. Downed a Red Bull in uni but still half groggy in class. lol.
This Sunday is Father's Day for Malaysia. In Australia, its around September I think.
Just would like to say Happy Father's Day to my dad! He has been a general role model for me and would like to thank him for teaching me how to love watching so many types of sports and the updates on Malaysia's interesting politics! Been seeing him from the only non-christian in the family, accepted Christ and rise up to take up challenges and faithfully serving God in the Church is really a testimony by itself. I am so proud of my father. Love you!

Crossroads, no no...

Yup. Another crossroad in life. This time, I wouldn't say its a crossroad. ITS A FREAKING INTERCHANGE!!

Study life will approximately end in about, *counting with fingers*, 2 months. That includes a month of rot. Yes!! Who doesn't love to open a can-of-rot? =D

Ok anyways, back to topic. This thought making me unable to sleep. Yes, been having insomnia for 2 nights. The previous night's reason is totally irrelevant. Probably you wouldn't want to know but I will say anyways - Is to change the gender of my WoW character. LOL!

But I would say this night's reason is completely relevant - What to do next?

Possible steps and issues to note:

Step 1: Stay in Australia or go back?
Step 2: If stay, how long? Till grad or?
Step 3: If stay, find a job? Or rot till grad first?
Step 4: If go back, find a job or help out in church till grad?

So many questions running in my head. Am I ready to work? Should I continue studying?
But the main question is: What should I do next?

I need a word from God. A direction. A guide. A sign. Anything.

I really don't know what to do. Only thing I can do is wait upon the Lord.

Yong Hsin said he needs more engineers. Especially Mechanical Engineers. Sounds really fun and interesting to have him as your colleague. But is it the right path for me? Only God knows.

If I stay, I would have to find a new place to live. Probably in the City. Then I would be far from my Urban Life. More issues.

Should I continue studying? Masters?

Sorry for making such a messy post. These are just my thoughts jumbled up. Just imagine a speech bubble around these sentences...

2 more months before I have to make a decision. And 2 months will pass really fast.

Have to start packing up. Selling stuffs. Especially the bicycle if I were to leave. Heavy textbooks.

What about WoW? Should I continue? If I were to continue, will my net be good? If I stay, I have to make sure its good. But this should be the least of my problems. In fact, I should quit soon. Probably sell the account or something. Salvage something in return and the mean time, making me replaying the game impossible.

Thoughts are flying through my mind. I feel like I need someone to talk to. But I doubt anyone can help much. This is the decision that I have to make myself. But firstly I need to hear what God wants me to do. Once I know what He wants me to do, it will be easy to decide.

Speak to me God!

Recap

Bah, the V-sign picture can't work. Basically its just a bunch of Jap girls (looks Jap to me) doing the V-signs, somehow the picture became forbidden after I posted it. Smell a stalker? Beats me.

Anyways, recap. Practical part of project going well, all glory to God, family (except Xinyi, kelian) came over to Melbourne over the easter holidays, went to PS Conference, bought lots of stuffs, now crunch time week, got lots of gears from Naxx25 last night, all glory to God again.

Ok. Practical Part of the project is officially complete, i.e: I don't have to go to the God-forbid tiny lab for my lab work anymore. Hurray! Now is just reading, typing, squeezing brain juices for the theory part of my work.

Family (except Xinyi) came over to Melbourne over the easter break. We stayed at a 2 bedroom serviced apartment. Overall was a nice place, except with SUCKY internet. Man, I swear I can see myself spending a fortune over the internet when I start having my own place. I just can't stand it. Slow internet that is.

PS conference was amazing. Never seen so many people in 1 venue in my life, although the fanatics in UK is used to it every weekend. But the atmosphere was amazing for God to work in people's life. New songs!! Wee...bought 2 CDs (their latest album "Deeper") and 3 T-shirts! (One for me, one for yi, and one for yan). Didn't know the night sessions were free before it started. Brought my family for 2 nights and my friend for one of the nights. Good stuff.

And yes, we bought lots of stuffs (shopping babeh~~). I bought a suit (with slacks), a pair of sandals, and a new pair of shoes (converse, finally). Bwahahaha...

Haizzz, crunch time this week, seriously. Because last week I didn't do anything for my studies (i.e: tute, FYP, test), I suffer this week. Supervisor wants to see updated draft of final year report tomorrow, (and i am still typing this), a test on friday, tutorial to hand in on thursday. Oh God, grant me strength!

Managed to get a full run of Naxx25 last night. Got 4 loots. Happy. They are:

• [ Valorous Redemption Greaves ]
• [ Abetment Bracers ]
• [ Life and Death ]
• [ Seized Beauty ]

Hurray!

Ok, thats all for my recap.

Oh ya, by the way, my internet cap busted. Damn, don't know who go download over the month...only resetting at 27th of April. Zzzzz.....

Lol. V-signs..

I am sure we all know what's a V-sign. But to have this happen after you do a V-sign is quite "kelian"...

Hahaha....lala pose for the lose.

Kudos

Kudos to the best sci-fi series to-date, Battlestar Galactica.

To the casting crew, I will miss you guys alot.

What an amazing ending, really unexpected. As I probably mentioned before, this series is not at all your typical sci-fi series. Yes, it does have war. Yes, it does have lasers. Yes, it does have spaceships. But moreover, yes, it has some religious issues. Yes, it has relationship issues. And lots more. In short, it is really not the typical sci-fi series. You have to watch it for yourself to trust me. Haha, seriously, I can't really put it to words how great this series is.

A lot has happened since the miniseries. Lots of suspense, lots of touching scenes, lots of action, lots of twists. Really turned my feelings upside down.

Once again, kudos to you guys and thanks for making such an amazing series.

Another series which I just finished watching is the "infamous" Gundam 00 - 2nd Season.

The reason why I say "infamous" is because as you guys probably know, this show really turned my mood upside down. Throughout this season alone, this series has made me amazed, stunned, wow-ed, cried (yes, its true), emotional, sad, happy...etc. As you can see from one of my previous post. I seriously cried like mad at episode 20. T_T

Quote from one of the comments on youtube about the scene.

"I could never get myself to watch SEED/Destiny but 00 drew me right in. It's more relevant to our time. And I love the ironic tragedy of the story. There's hopeful moments but often times followed by an inevitable moments of tears. Man what a great series."

*Edit: I've checked out that scene. It was deemed by many to be a very sad scene as well and some say (including me) that its the saddest scene of the whole series. They call it the "dramatic last 6 minutes of episode 20". Looks like I am not the only one. Sigh. I shall post the video here. Please view it.

After her death, this was how sad the guy felt: Sorta cried here too.



Lol, watched these scenes back, I cried again. =P Paiseh...

I would say its the best Gundam series I've ever watched which includes, Gundam Wing, Gundam Seed, Gundam Seed Destiny. In this season, they really pushed the characters' developements to the max, and in the same time, pushed my feelings to the max as well. Their song selections for opening and ending is amazing as well. They really compliment the episodes well.

Kudos to you too, Gundam 00. It's sad to have 2 of my current favorite, emotional series to end at the same time.

Man, I need a comedy series next. Targetting Big Bang Theory. Hehe.