Crossroads, no no...

Yup. Another crossroad in life. This time, I wouldn't say its a crossroad. ITS A FREAKING INTERCHANGE!!

Study life will approximately end in about, *counting with fingers*, 2 months. That includes a month of rot. Yes!! Who doesn't love to open a can-of-rot? =D

Ok anyways, back to topic. This thought making me unable to sleep. Yes, been having insomnia for 2 nights. The previous night's reason is totally irrelevant. Probably you wouldn't want to know but I will say anyways - Is to change the gender of my WoW character. LOL!

But I would say this night's reason is completely relevant - What to do next?

Possible steps and issues to note:

Step 1: Stay in Australia or go back?
Step 2: If stay, how long? Till grad or?
Step 3: If stay, find a job? Or rot till grad first?
Step 4: If go back, find a job or help out in church till grad?

So many questions running in my head. Am I ready to work? Should I continue studying?
But the main question is: What should I do next?

I need a word from God. A direction. A guide. A sign. Anything.

I really don't know what to do. Only thing I can do is wait upon the Lord.

Yong Hsin said he needs more engineers. Especially Mechanical Engineers. Sounds really fun and interesting to have him as your colleague. But is it the right path for me? Only God knows.

If I stay, I would have to find a new place to live. Probably in the City. Then I would be far from my Urban Life. More issues.

Should I continue studying? Masters?

Sorry for making such a messy post. These are just my thoughts jumbled up. Just imagine a speech bubble around these sentences...

2 more months before I have to make a decision. And 2 months will pass really fast.

Have to start packing up. Selling stuffs. Especially the bicycle if I were to leave. Heavy textbooks.

What about WoW? Should I continue? If I were to continue, will my net be good? If I stay, I have to make sure its good. But this should be the least of my problems. In fact, I should quit soon. Probably sell the account or something. Salvage something in return and the mean time, making me replaying the game impossible.

Thoughts are flying through my mind. I feel like I need someone to talk to. But I doubt anyone can help much. This is the decision that I have to make myself. But firstly I need to hear what God wants me to do. Once I know what He wants me to do, it will be easy to decide.

Speak to me God!